The Eve of Departure

Photography by Paige Pruitt-Haase

The packing is done and our suitcases have been weighed. I believe we are ready to go. This weekend at church we prayed with the congregation. We shared last minute needs and what is planned for the trip. They got to meet us, again. Only this time we were together as a team. A family in Christ preparing to go and share His love to the people of Nicaragua.

We still needed 50 small tubes of toothpaste and asked the congregation if they could supply it. By the end of our service on Sunday, our prayer was answered! What a great community we have! Praise God!

In Philippians 2, I find comfort in the words as to our preparedness:

1 Is there any encouragement from belonging to Christ? Any comfort from His love? Any fellowship together in the Spirit? Are your hearts tender and compassionate? 2 Then make me truly happy by agreeing wholeheartedly with each other, loving one another, and working together with one mind and purpose.

3 Don’t be selfish; don’t try to impress others. Be humble, thinking of others as better than yourselves.
4 Don’t look out only for your own interests, but take an interest in others, too.

5 You must have the same attitude that Christ Jesus had.

6 Though he was God,[a] he did not think of equality with God as something to cling to.

7 Instead, He gave up His divine privileges[b]; He took the humble position of a slave[c] and was born as a human being. When He appeared in human form,[d] 8 He humbled himself in obedience to God and died a criminal’s death on a cross.

So I leave with you all a request. As our team goes and share these things with others, do the same in your communities. Love one another. Remember Jesus' sacrifice for us. Humble yourself as a servant to others with the love of Christ in your hearts.

I love you all, praise God for you all. I pray the next two weeks you make yourself a living sacrifice and you have some great stories to tell me when I return. I will too!

Bendecidos!

Countdown - Five Days to Go...

Photography by Paige Pruitt-Haase

The excitement is starting to set in! Or could it be anxiety? I have a few things I would like to pick up for the trip, then I will start to actually pack into a suitcase. Aside from this, my journal study is really leading me so much closer to God. I always feel so protected from the evil one when I completely give my mind to the Good News!

Last night, Doug & I decided to go to The White Eagle, a McMenamins Pub, while we waited to pick up Coral and Morgan after the Justin Bieber Concert. Yes, that sentence is so loaded with so many things that humans struggle with in the flesh! Even though I got to listen to two Bluegrass Bands, my favorite type of music, I found myself looking at the faces of all the people walking by, standing at the bar or even dancing. Everyone looks happy and like they are having fun, but, is it because of the music, atmosphere, drink, friends? Then I question - Do they know Christ? Would they want to know? Would they be interested in learning about Him? Go on a mission trip?

I think a lot of the people would do mission work, but would it be to glorify God? Geez, how did Paul do it?! How did he or even Jesus for that matter, just walk into a town and start sharing the Good News? Without fear of persecution even! I think I would have a harder time sharing this with this crowd than I do in Nicaragua. Like I said, as the time gets closer to depart, I find myself relying totally on God for strength, patience and comfort. He gives all this to me by guiding me to where He needs me, and it all falls into place! Of course, it's not all that easy - I have to be dedicated to this time with Him or I always fall to the wayside, the fleshly struggle when I try to do it all on my own.

In my journal today, Christ is Supreme! Colossians 1:15-23 supreme! God is the beginning and the end. Why should I think that I could handle anything on my own? In Nicaragua, the people I work side by side with know I am there because of God. Here, they have no idea unless I say something. What do I say to start the conversation? It seems God always puts that into place, He also gives me the words, too. But sometimes there is no conversation when I feel there should have been, that's fleshly thinking. Obviously God has already planned for someone else to talk with them or show them the way.

Now is my time to share Christ's love with the people of Nicaragua. I have to use that experience to share with family and friends upon my return. Maybe one day as I sit at a pub listening to music, not only would I meet another Believer, but maybe talk to someone who wants to believe. You just never know, you don't need to, God is in control of that!

So today I would like to share this...

...Don't drift away from the assurance you received when you heard the Good News. The Good News has been preached all over the world, and I, Paul, have been appointed as God's servant to proclaim it. Col.1:23

In Christ -

Paige

Leaving for Nicaragua

Photography by Paige Pruitt-Haase

I started my Spiritual Journal that our team is given after our training. It begins 14 days prior to our departure. I always feel a bit overwhelmed when I begin it, but then it brings me to a place in my heart and in my mind, where I know I can totally trust in God. By the time I reach the page marked "7 days to departure", I know that no matter what I am trying to prepare for, God is in control and will guide me through.

A few days ago, I was reading scripture, Colossians 3:1-11. I wrote a note on my Facebook site in November of 2008, trying to explain to my friends, old and new, who I have become and how I got there. I feel as though I should share it again:

Colossians 3

Living the New Life
1 Since you have been raised to new life with Christ, set your sights on the realities of heaven, where Christ sits in the place of honor at God’s right hand. 2 Think about the things of heaven, not the things of earth. 3 For you died to this life, and your real life is hidden with Christ in God. 4 And when Christ, who is your[a] life, is revealed to the whole world, you will share in all his glory.

5 So put to death the sinful, earthly things lurking within you. Have nothing to do with sexual immorality, impurity, lust, and evil desires. Don’t be greedy, for a greedy person is an idolater, worshiping the things of this world. 6 Because of these sins, the anger of God is coming.[b] 7 You used to do these things when your life was still part of this world. 8 But now is the time to get rid of anger, rage, malicious behavior, slander, and dirty language. 9 Don’t lie to each other, for you have stripped off your old sinful nature and all its wicked deeds. 10 Put on your new nature, and be renewed as you learn to know your Creator and become like him. 11 In this new life, it doesn’t matter if you are a Jew or a Gentile,[c] circumcised or uncircumcised, barbaric, uncivilized,[d] slave, or free. Christ is all that matters, and he lives in all of us.

12 Since God chose you to be the holy people he loves, you must clothe yourselves with tenderhearted mercy, kindness, humility, gentleness, and patience. 13 Make allowance for each other’s faults, and forgive anyone who offends you. Remember, the Lord forgave you, so you must forgive others. 14 Above all, clothe yourselves with love, which binds us all together in perfect harmony. 15 And let the peace that comes from Christ rule in your hearts. For as members of one body you are called to live in peace. And always be thankful.

16 Let the message about Christ, in all its richness, fill your lives. Teach and counsel each other with all the wisdom he gives. Sing psalms and hymns and spiritual songs to God with thankful hearts. 17 And whatever you do or say, do it as a representative of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks through him to God the Father.


This is how I finally found my happiness through all the anger, darkness and sadness. This is where I found how I am truly loved. I opened a heavily bolted door, to let Christ in to my life. Through my faith, I receive His grace. I am alive. I have great joy. I have forgiven, and been forgiven. I can live each day knowing I am loved. I care, I listen, I reach out to others. I am completely alive!


I pray the same for all of you, because I love and care for you. I have been praying it since I first posted this on Facebook.

In 7 days, I will be departing the comforts of my home, leaving my family behind and arriving in a country that is heavily laden with poverty. It is very tough to witness the first time you go, but I am finding that it does not get any easier the more you go. I have gained trustworthy, loving and caring relationships with my extended family there. It is very difficult to see their struggles. You want to give them everything God has gifted to you. You can't, they would become dependent upon it. So, you give it to God. Through Him, His works, His word, His grace we all overcome.

I ask for your prayers as I finish packing. Pray for the team. For our health, for our strength. Pray for the people we will meet and work side by side with. Pray that our actions are only those representing our dear Lord and His works so that the people on the job site that do not believe in Him, may see Him through us. Pray that I am able to overcome the obstacles in my life I am struggling with right now. I have not felt completely whole since I lost my brother, the evil one knows I am at a weak point in my life and would love for me to fail. I have full trust in God - He called me to the mission, I praise Him for His trust in me.